While Gwendlyn can’t always answer for her family members that were filmed, she can for herself.

In her episodes, Gwendlyn gets vulnerable.

When it comes to childhood, Gwendlyn recently shared that she has some deep wounds.

Gwendyln Brown smiing

Gwendlyn’s experience coming to light

Gwendyln Brown often recalls memories from childhood on her YouTube episodes.

She includes the good and the bad.

When someone asked her if she’d ever been physically abused, she responded with details.

Split image of Gwendlyn and Kody Brown

I know some people disagree that spanking is abuse, and it is.

It is an excessive way to discipline your children.

There are better ways that won’t leave them emotionally scarred."

Gwendlyn Brown and her fiancee Bea

Prior to the dramatic exit, he had been meeting with his wives to discuss one of them leaving.

He grew angry, so much so that he eventually rose from his seat to yell at them.

A fan asked if the scene was accurate or exaggerated.

Gwendlyn started showing emotion as she paused the video to explain her response.

While she’s happy for them, seeing it on the screen touched a soft spot.

“I just didn’t get that,” she said on the YouTubeepisode.

It was never my dad …

It sucks that he was never there."

Their present-day relationship is still tense.

Gwendlyn is currently engaged to her girlfriend, Beatriz Queiroz.

“I don’t know if they’ll want to come,” Gwendlyn said in aYouTube video.

I really hope they do come, I terribly miss my siblings."