“Windy City Rehab” was plagued with scandalsfollowing season one.

“This year, I go, shoot it all.

More real,” she said on HGTV’s"House Party"(via theChicago Tribune). "

Alison Victoria smiling

And honestly, I’m not going to watch it.

I can’t watch it again because it’s reliving my life.

It’s PTSD."

Alison Victoria speaking

Coping with the stress resulting from the show and legal troubles was difficult for Victoria.

Her thoughts were constantly racing, and her sleep was disturbed.

He claimed season two exaggerated the story and depicted him as a villain.

Headshot of Alison Victora

She believes she grew a lot during this time.

“I feel like I’ve learned so much about myself, my strength, and my resilience.”