We weren’t the only ones caught off guard when Nicole Kidman and Tom Cruise split up in 2001.

“It took me a very long time to heal.

It was a shock to my system,” she shared.

Nicole Kidman and Tom Cruise posing for photos

But before all the heartbreak, Cruise brought a lot of happiness into Kidman’s life.

I fell madly, passionately in love.

This is it.'"

Nicole Kidman and Adrien Brody with their Oscars

The actors adopted their daughter, Jane, in 1992 followed by their son, Anthony, in 1995.

I went, I need to find my love; I need a love in my life.

Because this is supposed to be when you go, ‘This is ours,'" (viaPeople).

Nicole Kidman and Keith Urban at an event

However, award shows weren’t exactly fun for Kidman during her marriage to Cruise.