But after hard work and a gastric sleeve surgery, Lewis managed to shed 326 pounds quitethe accomplishment!

If you’re not all that familiar with the series, allow us to fill you in.

In Lewis' case, she went fromhaving to bathe outdoorsto being what many would consider aweight-losssuccess story.

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

What does she really think of the show?

Read on to discover the untold truth ofMy 600-lb Life’s Nicole Lewis.

But as Lewis tells it, that’s only a temporary setback.

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

“But this comparison shows … that I’m sure as heck not where I began in 2016.”

“I have been so focused on how much weight I’ve gained,” she continued.

“When I should be focused on how much I’ve lost!”

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

The short answer is: Not so good.

They can be difficult for her to watch, according to the reality TV star.

“I hate the episode because that was a point in my life where …

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

I shouldn’t have existed other than for my children,” she continued.

“I was an annoyance to my family, is what I felt.”

Nicole Lewis likes to keep her distance from the follow-up segmentMy 600-lb Life: Where Are They Now?

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

“I fast forward stuff.”

Certainly it has to be tough to see yourself on screen in your less-than-stellar moments.

“I am still filming,” she continued.

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

“I will continue to work withDr.

“Keep up the good work!”

Clearly, our girl is a diehard juggalette!

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

She never got the surgery, either, according to the suit.

Additionally, her parents abused drugs, which resulted in frequent conflicts.

“That was always my outlet.”

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

Lewis was especially active on YouTube, though she also had MySpace and Facebook accounts as well.

Fortunately, the medical staff was able to intervene and got the infant crying.

Lewis unfortunately didn’t get to bond with her son for quite some time.

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

Fortunately, once he was stabilized, she did get to see him.

“I was so excited!

… That was the best birthday I ever had.”

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

I don’t care for the negative thoughts,” she continued.

“I get messages from people and I just read them and laugh.”

That included finding employment something she sought to do in early July 2018 after scoring an interview.

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life with boyfriend Charlie

“Wish me luck.

“I worked so hard for this,” she gushed in another since-deleted post.

“[I] go in tomorrow for paperwork and all that jazz!”

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

Perhaps she wanted to keep this information private so no one would bother her while she’s at work.

However, some of the romantic partnerships are built to last through thick and thin.

“Happy 6 years together babe!”

Nicole Lewis from My 600-lb Life

the reality TV star shared in a now-inaccessible Facebook post.

However, it’s not all wine and roses for the couple.

They have their difficulties, according to Lewis.

Still, she was quick to add that she thinks he’s a great father and partner.

As for whether or not the couple will get married, that remains unclear, as of this writing.

In fact, she specifically says she welcomes the contact, so don’t be shy.

“I may need to be cheered up.”

Don’t we all sometimes?

However, if you want to shame Lewis or offer her criticism, you could keep that to yourself.

She doesn’t have time for that.

Instead, her boyfriend Charlie bathed her on the front porch using a garden hose.

Well, as Lewis tells it, she wasn’t enthusiastic about having that intimate moment recorded.

Why did she cave into the pressure and allow the crew to film her like that?

For a very good reason.

“I sat and thought about it for the longest time,” she continued.